It's geeting closer.

I have been going through a lot of crap the last few weeks. It doesn't seem to let up. It just keeps getting worse and worse. Work is horrible. I snapped at a couple rude people this weekend, which is a big no-no. I almost punched a guy Sunday night that was extremely disrespectful and rude. We had a stare-down for about one minute in front of 5 of my employees. I'm glad the guy shut-up, backed off and walked away, because I would have lost my job. I love my job. I don't understand people. I don't understand why people can have some much hate inside them that they must treat you like a piece of crap to make themselves feel good. I really don't understand why people that are supposed to be friends or closer can lie to you face and betray you. I don't understand a lot of things.
I pray that this stress will let up. But even if it doesn't, I will just keep praying and trusting that God will give me the strength to get through this. Maybe I will even learn something from it. I hope so, because there is a lot of crap I have dealt with that taught me nothing.

Anyway,now for something more constructive.
I requested two days off next week so that I could have a stretch of weekdays off. I'm calling the Army Recruiters tomorrow to schedule my Physical and hopefully the ASVAB. It will be a two day process. This is stupid, but there is no way around it. I will get picked up and taken to Troy. I will be put up in a hotel room for most of a day and get up at about 5am to take the physical. If its God's will I will pass the physical and score extremely high on the test. Then all I have to do is pick a job and see when I will ship out, then sign my life away to the US of A Government. Good times.