So here is my first blog since. ohhh, June last year. I aimed to attempt to make it more positive then negative. I'm not sure how I'm doing on that note. But I have been thinking about starting to write in this again for a few weeks now, so here we are. I just got home from work, shoveled some snow and decided to write here.
So since last time I was here, I made it home safely from New Mexico(No fresh water shark attacks). I worked through the Holiday season. I lost a friend that has affected me more than anyone cares to notice including myself. I gained a 2nd roommate and my 1st one went and got himself engaged. I still work at the same hole that sucks your soul out one day at a time. I'm still single. And I await March 2nd for a background interview with the Detroit Police to continue the hiring process. Mmmm... I think that is it. Exciting is-int it?
I have a hard time dwelling on the negative. I have been trying to change that, honest.
My focus right now is the police. The possibility of getting the job is really exciting and scares the crap out of me at the same time. I keep praying for Gods will in this whole thing. The idea of doing a job that I believe I can do well, a job that actually has some kind of meaning behind it besides making a dollar makes me smile. Stepping out of a job a do very well for over 10 years now on a chance for something that I may fail at and can't really comprehend fully until I am actually doing it makes me want to cry. All I know is that I have been pushing harder at the gym to get in better shape to make the academy as physically easy as possible so I can worry about the academics. Its constantly on my mind and when I have a bad day at work its worse because I just want to quit and get the crap outta there.
I hope and pray that this is the right thing for me to do partially because I believe it is and partially because I don't know what else I've got.
buh bye.
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If you get the job, it is because God wants you there. You will do great buddy.
You would make a great cop! You like donuts don't you? I mean, it's obvious. But seriously, you could get me out of tickets. That's reason enough to pursue this career choice. But if you need a real reason, let it be that you are far more awesome and amazing than you understand. God didn't just make you smart, he made you compassionate and practical and honest and fair. Forge ahead kemosabe!
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